so proud

This is me and my Smitty:

Last night I was a nervous wreck. The minutes seemed to crawl by.

After all, 9:30's late for a gal like me. But of course, we had to stay up to watch Smith's big debut on MTV's The City!

I can't explain how surreal and exciting and AWESOME it was to see my baby sister on national television - doing what she does best - what she loves.

It's strange, but I get far more nervous for my sisters... than myself?

It was hard for me to come to grips with the fact that everyone we know would be watching... and if Smith messed up, I wouldn't be able to turn off their TVs.

Weird? Yes.

I'm the big sis... it's just what I do.

Thankfully, she didn't mess up. She was awesome.

{And ML, I felt the same way when you were Miss Valedictorian.}

I'm so proud of you, Smith.

In the first segment, you can see my sister wandering around at the model casting, doing various things in the background...

but then... in the last segment...

By Smith was a force!

If you haven't seen the episode, you can watch it here.

And if we're friends, and you haven't seen it... watch it before I call you out.